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salam
dastam eshteba raft tamoom pmat pak shod
vase hamin shayad hame javaboto natoonam bedam
vali ye moroori kardam
agar lahnam tonde narahat nasho chon mese U nistam ke bekham chehree vagheeeeim ro poshto harfaye ghashang penhan konam,
etefaghan jaee ke bayad tond sohbat konam in karo hatman mikonam chon shayad bazia! chandin neghab be soorat bezanan
vali neghabi ke man be soorat mizanam is just 1
faghat yekie
alanam yeki az hamon vaghtaws
etemad be nafset khili jalbe!!! chon man hichvaght fekr nakardam U foghaleedeee
ino hamun avalam behet goftam, mehri ke be in soorat biad ke be gofte khodet 2mah khabo khoraketo begiree va chandruz badam az delet bere esmesh mehr nist
cheie? havasee.
tekrar mikonam havasssssssssss
va miduni bedarde koja mikhoreeee, satle zobaleye zaman
pas lotfan ino dige tekrar nakon, ok,
raje be khatere niz, khili vasat motasefam ke injoori rajebe duste samimit fekr mikoni
joke ghashanggi gofti ke khatere mano bord babol. mamnun rohiam shad shod
ykam fekr kardanam bad nist, ba tamome ehteram va alaghei ke be khatere azizam daram vali khatere mano babol nabor
nabord
balke man 27esfand raftam babolsar, khatere 4-5om omad
badam zangid raftam saari didamesh chon khili delam baraye duste khubi mese her tang shode bud, raftim gashtim,badam babol naraftim balke raftim babolsar labe darya,faghat az babol rad shodim
midoni ke babol sare rahe sari be babolsare!!!
inam az in
hala beresim be inke man chera inhame beghoole U nazeto keshidam
aval bezar kami az tarze fekram begam ke khoob roshan shi,ok?
bebin,kolan man tamoome girl haei ke to in zendegi bahashoon barkhord dashtam,saay kardam joori azashoon joda sham ke age fardaye roozgar to khiaboon hamdigaroo didim,man nabasham ke saramo az khejalt paeen bendazam ke nakone cheshm to cheshm beshim,bekhoda ghasam ke inkaro hata ba yekasi ke behem khiiiannat ham kard anjam dadam,
az oon taraf man mamoolan az kasiie ke azyatam kardan ya behar dalili joda shodiim motenafer nashoddam va hameye admaha ro kolan dust darm,yani hamin alan begam ham U , ham mitra, ham maryam, ham samiraa, va ...
khob
inaro goftam ta be bahse asli beresim
man mikhastam in gelehamo rodarroo behet begam ta age bazziasho vase khattere dard o del kardam, madyoonet nabasham
mikham az aval in daftaro baham varagh bezanim,safehye aval mehmooni va ashnaaiee
to mehmooni man azat khosham umad khilli, vali asheghet nashodam,
kholase man az invar be hesam feshar avordam u be dustet, u shomare mano peyda kardi,zangidi be bahanye hesam
va tamoom shod,
badesh man budam ke vase avalin bar behet zangidam, bedoone hich bahoonei, choon azat khoosham umade bud,yani safo sade behet zang zadam ke bishtar bahat ashna sham,na bekhater yeki dige
(hesam) ke begam zang nazane ya bezane be man]
mirim jolo tar, chandata tele mashkoook shod ke khodet taeed kardi ke az taraffe u bude,vali vaghti didi dare ye chizaiie kharab mishe,bahooone avoordi ke chera morabas,dayeras,ya harchize dige
dar sorati ke khodetam midunsti ke man va U too khiabun baham ashna nashodim ke faght khodemoon bashim
2 dust in vast budan ke age 1000 dafe dige ham ke tekrar beshe in ashnayye una khahand bood va faghat andaki sabr o tahamool baes mishod sooetafahoma bartaraf shan
va u bahanee digari peyda nakardi ele in mozo
az ye chizet khili badam umad va on 2 roo bodanet,
be man gofti man az in mooraba khosham nemyad, be felani gofti afshin aasabniee
be diigari gofti bebin afshin be man zang nazad balke zangzad be dustam too babol
darhalikie man be u sms dadam javab nadadi bad zang zadam chon negaranet shodm va dustet goft ke rafti tehran va...
man az u khosham omad,miduni chera?
choon fekr mikardam siratet ham mese in harfat ghashange ama zehi khiale batel
u gofti man asheghet budam 2 mah , man be khodam goftam khob hataman ras mige
u gofti khabo khorak nadashtam bekhatere u goftam hatman rast mige
goftam man chera ono dost nadashte basham? vaghti enghdr ghashang harf mizane,enghadr ehsase latife dare
enghadr mano dust dare
badesh u un bahane haye maskhara ro avordi,(be khoda midunestam bahanas vali beroot nayvordam),khodamo gool zadam,goftam hala shayad vaghean in moraba budan va inchiza roohesho azoorde mikone!!! darsoorti ke midunestam hich adame khoobe be 2nafar az dustash ke hal ye seri sootafoham nakhaste pish omade va hame be yek andaza moghaser budan, enghadr gir nemide,
goftam bezar ye modati begzare,
age vaghean mano bekhad,mimoone,yane nemire ba yeki dige, agar raft ke khob rafte va harchi gofte partopala bode.vali age moond, khob manam be ehteramesh,un chizzaee ke narahatesh mikardaro az bein mibaram, yani khili mostaghim,rok o roo rast miram, ye gharar bahash mizaram, mibinamesh, migam man u ro dust daram,
inhame modat vase inke behet saabet konam harfaam az ro hava o havas nist!!!,hodode 6 mah(az shahrivar ta hala),saramo minadazam paeen,ba hich dokhtari dust nemisham,ta befahme ke man harfam harfe, mese in dokhtar pesarhaye asho lash nistam ke ba 100nafaran, va be harkoodoomeshoon ham migan ke asheeghe toam
gerefti chi shod? are man faghat bekhatere harfaye ghashange U va inke gofti 2mah ashegham boodi,ba inke khili bad baham raftar kardi va ba bi adabi azam joda shodi, ba inke midunestam ke ehtemale inke inhame modat to ham bapaye man beshini taghriban nachize age nagim sefre
man az poshte kooh nayumadam, midunam har dokhtari ke harja bere harooz chandata pesar peyda mishan ke behesh pishnahade (hadeaghal) doostio bedan,
bale khanoom, va ba hamin dalyele khili saade, shaboo roozo shomordam ke be ye gharar bezaram bahat va bad harfamo begam, begam ke hamoontor ke mikhasti faghat khodam omadam, na vastei na bahaneei,behet alaghe daram,
ama u az unjaee ke fekr mikoni hamechizo az ghabl miduni va hamishe zood ghezavat mikoni(nemoonash ke alan dame daste,hamin ke migi khatere toro bord babool) bazam eshtebah kardi!!!
man ruze tavaladote behet zang zadam, tabrik goftam,vali na bekhatere inke bekham pishnahade 2bare ashnaee bedam, balke be khatere faghat khoodet,hamin, bedalile inke vasam khili mohem bud ke ehsase ghalbimo boroz bedam,na vase u balke vase khodam,vase inke az in ke kase digeee ro ghafelgir va khooshhal konam khili khoshhal misham,
midunam ke yeki az behtarin hesaye 2nya ine ke yeki ke behesh khili badi kardi zang bezane va behet bege man hichi to delam nist,be yadetam, va behet tavaloodet ro tabrik bege
didi man tavalodet ro be in bahane ke bahat dust sham behet tabrik nagoftam,balke just bekhatere vojode khodet bud hamin
ama to khili bi adabi,rok begam bi shooori,
chon smsamo javab nadadi,lazam nabud ghorboon sadeghe man beri
just ye merC sade baram kafi bud
soetafahom nashe,man mohtaje merC u naboodam vali
adam vaghti maslan ye hedye vase yeki mikhare,yani inke ono khili dust dare va mikhad in heso be oon neshoon bede,bad mibari hadyero midi bad on shakhs az u tashakor nemikone,U narahat mishi,na be khatere inke on hedyaro gerfti ke dustet azat tashakor kone balke narahat mishi chon oon adam be ehsase to bi ehterami karde,yani dare mige be darak ke be fekre mani, bedarak ke be yade mani
vali man khili gozasht daram
(migan bazi jaha bayad az khod tarif kard)
zangidam behet goftam shayad nakhonde,chon report sms ro gerefte budam, midunestam ke dastet residee, anyway goftam javbe badi ro ba khoobi bedam,
bad fahmidam ke behet resiide bood
va faghat javabi peyda nakardi ke bedi (akheii che dokhtare pako masoomi,mibini cheghadr khoobe,in afshin bado akho asabaniee, bichare dokhtare chi mikeshe,che hayyoolaeee in afshin,khoda nasibe gorge beeyabaoon nakone)
badam hamoon shab zang mizani migi ma dige baham sohbat nakonim,
akhe chi begam behet?
vaghean chi fekr kardi? han? bekhandam behet ya gerye konam behale inham kariie ke man kardam va to hamashoono lagad kardi
?
fekr kardi afshin dare pishnahade dusti mide,alan abe pakio mirizam ro dastesh,behesh neshoon midam ke raftam yare digariii peyda kardm???? darsoorike enghadr bi janbe hasti ke ta yeki behet tavalodeto tabrik mige fekr mikoni khob hatman asheghete
bazam migam,chon ehsas mikonam,bayad vasat tekrar konam ta befahmi,
are khanume khoob, man kare khili boozorgi kardam. inke tavalodeto 6 mah too delam negah dashtam va lahze shomari kardam ta biad behet begam,darhalike midunestam ke hichkase man nabudi,na ashana na dust na gf na famil,U hichkase man nabudi ( manzoram ine ke hich rabetei baham nadashtim) va kamelan ye adame gharibe budim,chon 1 bar bishtar hamdigaro nadidim,va chandbaram ba ham sms va telefoni sohbat kardim hamin.
faghat eshghi ke to migofti dari vali man nadidam, hamin beyne ma bud,bad u tof andakhti be ehsase manhamon shab miznge migi khahesh mikonam be man zang nazan????
ama az unja ke man sabram khili ziade bazaam goftam bikhial,na inke nafahmidama,na vali khodamo zadam koche ali chap.
tavalodet ke gozasht, goftam khob hala ,miram ye bar mibinamesh,age hanuz paye harfesh (eshgh) moonde bashe miram pishnahad dusti bbehesh midam,are inja bud ke bekhodet sms dadam, zang nazadam chon gofte budi nazang!!! ,
dar inja bud ke ghasdam didane u bekhatere 2 chiz bood, aval hamin gelhamo behet begam,badam begam onaghdr behet alaghde daram ke inaro faramoosh konam. va to ajale kardi va in pishnahad dadano ba oon tabrik goftan tavalodet ghati kardi va fekr kardi ke man tavaldoto tabrik migam ke mikham sare sohbato va konam,
darhalike man barnamam in bud ke pishnahad dadane dosti az aval to ye jalase hozori begam,va hich ertebati be 9 esfand nadashtbegzarim,man hamonjoori ke khodet khasti mostaghim be khodet pishnahad dadam, na az tarafe khatere ya har vaste digeee, hamunjoor ke mikhastii, hata vaghti ke behet goftam be khatere migam bahat hamahang kone,narahat budam vali chare nadashtam,chon tarsidam ke bezangam behet va u 2bare javabi nadashte bashi ke bedi va nakhai teleto javab bedi
khob ina geleham bud
ama beresim be sokhanane shoma
u mikhai begi mehre man az delet rafte han? pas chera esme notebooket ro mizari afshin? chera montazer hasti ke bebini afshin 8 sfando yadesh hast ya na? chera asan vasat moheme ke montazeri ke afshin zang mizane ya na?
mage to mehr ya behtare begam havaye afshino faramoosh nakardi? hun?
man age mehre kasi az delam bere,asan vasam mohem nist ke chikar mikone,hata inke montazer bemonam bebinam ke tavalodamo yadaesh monade ya na? tabrik mige? ya inke beram esme notebookam ro ke harooz jolo cheshame va bahash kar mikonam ro name on bezaram
ke hamishe joloye chesham bashe?
mibini pas vase man dige lotfan az in adaha naya ke man faaregham
man hich hesi be u nadashtam, in dustdashtanet 1 tarafe bude o az darivari ha
ok?
man age in neshhooneharo azat nemididam ba oon tohini ke be ehsas va eteghadam dar 8 sfand kardi motmaen bash hargez na behet miznagidam na sms midadam!!!
fekr nakonam ke ta injaro khonde bashi, va narahati shayadam khejalat delet kardi, behrahral omidvaram ke in ghadr shojaat dashte bashi ke in harfe haye delamo mano khonde bashi
are khanoomi, man hes karde boodam ke u harfet harf nist, vali vase inke farda pishe dele khodam sharmande nabasham,va ta motmaeen nashodam ke harfaye ghashangi ke mizadi va eshghi ke az oon dam mizadi ye doorghe kasif va az roye hava o havas naboood be khodam ejaze nadadam ke velet konam,
vali alan azadi.ba harki ke hasti omdivaram khosh bashi, omidvaram ba un ham mese man nakonikhoda hameye maro be rah rast hedayat konad
rasti che alami bud age bada nabudan,
joda mishim ma az ham chon khilia hasooodan
dishab ta sob neshastam zir negahe mahtab
to khili khoobi ama faghat tooo alame khaab
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