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khodaya khodet komak kon,
khodet midoni, harshab tekrar mikonam.
ey kash nemigoftam behesh. takhsir on *** folan folan sh0das. hala mitone har kari mikhad bekone, khoda kone in hese laanatim 2ros nabashe, hamoon hese pishbinimo migam ke bedone eghragh 80% dorost az ab dar omadeh. khoda kone inyeki jozve on 20% e bashe. khodaya ye kam az in atish ro az man begir va to *** ** bendaz. akhe chera injorie. khob baba onam adame dige. az faza ke nayoomade, khoda kone befahme chi behesh goftam. tamoome vojoodam ro fara gerefte. nemidonam chera, bara chi asan chetori inghadr zehno fekro vojodam ro mashghool karde, harkari ham ke mikonam yadam nemire. yadesh shode zekre zehnam.
khodaya toro be mehraboonit ghasham aghe mikhai kari baram bekoni zoodtar bekon. chon dige daram divoone misham. midonam ta hamin alanam bekhatere man koli az sarnesveshtaro avaz kardi va khili az ghavanino zoodtar anjam dadi, bekhoda nemikham toye edare 2nya dekhalat konam va nazme hasti ro beham berizam, vali khoda toro be rahmaniatet ghasam bezar man ham be oni ke dosesh daram beresam, hamin. midonam khilia 2A harshabeshon dashtane yeteke none khoshke, midonam arezooye khilia dashtane ye sarpanehe, midonam bazia chemberahe risadane ye khabar az azizeshone,... (shokre hame nemathaye maanavi va madit)
khodaya be mehraboonit ghasam omidamo naomid nakon.
khodaya m**** mano ** **** on bendaz.